thinking back
those years
I wish
beyond fears
I think
dripping tears
me wishing
I could
go back
pick up 
those pieces
my heart
left behind
longing me
along that
pathetic road
interject checks
be longing
jungle balance
camouflaged somewhere
juggling some
end of
that line
what chances
what fate
perhaps destiny
oblivious rebate
what if
relatable DNA
could speak
obvious debate
what message
courageous mode
what if
outrageous God
does evolution
evolved resolve
even revolution
debating destiny
winding roads
dating eternity
where bits
fateful pieces
profound profundity
you tied
to me
lying strewn
beneath detritus
leaf mould
roadside debris
perhaps if
I found
my self
I'd know
that truth
is timeless
that action
to what 
internal reaction
we feel
to what
we see
stumbling along
through trying 
fumbling life
trying not
to trip
or fail
quick flip
when I 
think back
to that
life long
broken track
so long
to bits
those pieces
my parts
those broken
abstract tokens
so thinking
years back
I see
my self
so life 
well spoken
though compassion
my heart
thinking back
had broken
nothing gray
just white
or black
everything ballistic
exit right
enter left
that gift
hind sight
romantically mystic
thinking back
sentimentally right
lost love
forgotten dreams
broken lives
thinking back
retrievable memories
are so
conceivably contrite

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